well...pretty much screwed for SA1...or rather to say..this whole month...
lets start off with the damn exam...
first paper english...
i just did my letter writing anyhow i want...
i wrote my compo with the same lines over and over again...
and my compre...did it in a half-sleep mode...
summary...just scribled wadeva i feel its rite....
next paper..chinese...
again...
my letter-writing seems to be crappier than my others...
compo..with irrevelant points...i just slot it to make it longer..
paper 2...
just write and finish my paper in 1h 15 mins...
without checking...
next social studies..
did not even studied for the paper..
will be surprised if i even passed it..
after that..
both E maths papers...both paper were nonsense and prepared to et lesser than a B3
then it was POA..
tht i could do well..
but wtf...
i screwed almost the whole paper 2...
paper 1 will be tmr....
chemistry...
did not even know wad the qns were asking from the first qns till the last qns...
just do wadeva i think i know...
upcoming papers...A maths and Physics and poa paper 1..
just gonna fail it...
heck care alr....
today....you asked me why...
i am still with you....
for this month...5 times alr...
for the whole year...
10 times alr...
every thing is going wrong after 01/05/09
thats crap...
after wad we been through since 01/05/08...
and you are telling me why i am still together with you!?..
come on...
you seriously broke my heart...seriously..
cried myself to slp ytd night...
wake up in the morning...with a phone call with you crying...
i dunno...
wads going on...
2 weeks alr..
i dunno...
really....
lifes FUCKED up..
especially......now....
sch's been crap..
everything going wrong way...
i guess...
i should stop taking care of others and more of myself..
cos..thats wad i see in ppl...really....
everything is utterly fucked up....
you said you wanna make me happy...but whenever i picked up a phone call from you..
its either i hear you crying..sobbing...breathing deep breath...and saying nth...
whenevr i meet you...
tears willl start rolling down at 1 point...
or worse...
we dun talk at all...
thats wad we call happiness...*clap clap*....