good....
it seems my plan for you to leave me seemed successful..
its not i dun love you anymore...
i just want you to be happy as you were before...
sry for making you not happy for the past 1 year..
been stressed out this year..
NCC
SLC
STUDIES
BGR
everyday in sch till 4 plus 5 plus..or rather 7...
reach home...
cant even look for someone to tell my problems at work..
have to act up as if nth happen every night..
just like ytd...
during PE...
everyone was having games...
i just wanted to relief all my thoughts..
i just sprint 1 whole round ard the sch..
but when sprinting..
my mind is all abt..you..you and you..
just thinking if you will be better without me?..
better with someone else?..
better with your family members?..
cos after you been with me..
you have not been very close with your family...
especially your mum...
i....just dun wan you to carry on like that..
after i told everything to guan hua ytd...
i realised how much you loved me..
but...sorry...
i have to break your heart...
hope you will find another person who you love
and someone who love you more than i love you..
when the way you replied my sms today...i know..
you are mentally prepared alr..
i just wanna say..
for the very last time..
I LOVE YOU.......