......if things i ask for always goes my way...
i will be very happy now...
but now...nothing goes my way...
planning of camp..
cant plan any shit or stuff..
even i have to lie to my mum just to get myself some time to relax after school..
wad for!?...
its just stupid...
school...NCC...SLC...BGR...
everything aint going my way...
how i wish all these nonsense nvr turned up in my life..
i would have been an nerd or an idiot..
studying for my O's now without any worries..
i can study anytime i wan..
play anytime i wan..
sleep...
or do wadeva i wan...
it just doesnt feel good to control myself...
i wan to be myself!!...
but guess...i have been making too much changes for all my CCA and stuffs...
wad for!?...
its a waste of time..
SOMETIMES....I REALLY HOPE I WERENT EVEN ARD IN THIS WORLD...
AND I WONT EVEN MEET YOU...
......whom..you wasted your time loving...
so.....just forget it......