who cares abt todae's event?..
nah..seriously..
everyday's the same..
nth new..
firstly..
i wanna say sorry to you...
a very very big sorry...
serious..
you know why i might go upset sometimes?..
coz every time i heard this line
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美..
我不配
it reminds me of how many times you had cried for me..
seriously..
if really wanna count..
i will even lost count of it..
also..
everytime you cry..
i wish i could just lent you my shoulder...
to lean on..
i cant bear to see you crying alone..
with tears flowing down..
your feelings hurt..
i know..
i can feel
i can even confirm!..
that i really mean a lot to you..
and how much you love me..
its not like..its love me!
lot of occasions had told me so..
it was my fault
for not really giving you happiness..
instead..
i had been bringing you pain and sufferings..
which was not wat you really want..
ppl say no pain no gain..
thats nonsense..
because the pain you are going through..
is seriously too much for you to handle..
seriously seriously sorry..
i think we must have a talk eh?..
but dun worry..
its not break-up note or nonsense..
because i wanna tell you that..
i just wanna hold you tight..
close to me..
not letting you go or having you to suffer anymore pain..
and mostly
TO SHOWER YOU WITH LOVE..