sometimes i had to swear and curse at my luck..or rather my fate..
because when i see other couples
or my friends with girlfriends enjoying themselves..
like having fun..
walking hand together..
doing things together..
i will feel that its a blessing..
or rather envious...
coz i cant have the chance to do it..
maybe..
i dun have the chance?..
or rather the fate?.
or the luck?
to do it....
how i wish i could have the chance...
but..
it seems it might nvr happen eh?..
i dun wan this to become a problem between us..
nvm..
i just have to accept my fate eh?