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Saturday, May 16, 2009

what a day man!...

well...today i was so reluctant to wake up..

for tuition...

well..today i realised is the first time tuition was so fun!..=.=..

cos i suddenly feel like doing maths..

after that...went down to kallang leisure park as jason and co wants to Ice-skate..

i started off leaving the house happily till jason call me..=.=...

saying wad dylan no mood all..zzz...

then instead of listening to my songs with my earpiece peacefully...

received so many sms-es...lol...

suppose to meet val at 12.30..

she told me she will left sch alr and is leaving sch at ard 11.45 or 12..

at that point of time...i just left home..

when i reached kallang..it was alr 12.35-12.40

then no sight of val...

she then tell me she still in train...=.=...

from bedok to kallang is like 4 stops?....zz...

but nvm..

then it was raining so heavily then we have to cab down there...

reached there and met the rest...

the atmosphere was...LOL...

well...nth much to eleborate for the events...

well..

so 4 of them went to ice-skate...

left me val and dylan...

the 3 ppl who doesnt want to ice-skate...

we sit down and talk..

walk ard the mall...

and finally...we shopped for 3 cans of jolly shandy just after 2hrs plus plus?...

went to national stadium and drank our drinks there..

well..

it wasnt just drinking..its was..havoc!!..lol...

nvm...nothing to eleborate much...

then later jason and Co....came to meet us to go home...

dylan and i decided to go chew house to finish MY DAY 1 and go R&R

lol...watched the first half of man u and arsenal game..then left there for my grandma's place...

thats all..lol...

....

sometimes in life...

really...

i am looking at whatever my friends are experiencing now...

i experienced it before...

welll..when i look back at the things i had done...

especially to my wife..

really...

i think i am too much...

demanding too much frm her...

well...

i guess..

really...

life is all just a drama...

Friday, May 15, 2009

2 days after exams...

well...guess its really tiring...

after 2 weeks of stupid timing papers...

finally..its over on wed for me..

manage to get a great workout finally...ever since the last P.E lesson i had..

really tiring...

teachers and my family members said i look lethargic and pale too..

i also realise no matter how much nap and sleep i took...

isnt enough for me to recuperate what i had lost mentally..

haix...

then its crap after exams...

wanted to go otu..but yea..

cant find opportunity to go out and slack and talk..

even when go out have to spend $$..

really just thinking when life is going to end..

wanted to catch a glimpse of you today...

was late by abit..

and you boarded the bus alr...

its was like how long then i can see you from a far distance...

seeing wad you are doing..how you enjoyed your day...

but..i missed it..

well...

its going to be another long wait..

everything is going wrong...

sian....

i just feel so tired nowadays...

really...

very tired...

sometimes i really hope i dun wake up after i slept...

i wan a good long rest.......

there is this saying..

whenever you think you have come to an end to this road in life...

it is actually..

the new way for a new road...

Monday, May 11, 2009

sian...A maths paper.....

lol..nvr study...

well...today was drenched eh!?..told you its was going to raIN ALR...

2 times someomore..the first time wasnt that bad..

the 2nd time one was worse..zzz...

totally wet..

and we went to have our lunch just like that..=.=....

did not know that ii was mon day today..got the feeling of sunday..so i forgot that macs has mcvalue lunch..zzz...

so its $4.50....muhaha..budget budget...

save a hole in my pocket..

nid to save up for my wedding..haix..

10 more years...

and my car!!!..

well..you slept so soundly till we reached to the end of the purple line..

my mum told me that there is punggol plaza...

well..i tht take mrrt come out have le,...in the end..its was just some urban obiang area..zz..

small shopping complex for households to buy wad they nid...

haix...

wanted to take lrt back to mrt station..well..we missed it..

cos we tht it was going to the other way eh?..

manage to bring you home by 4..=.=..

wad a weird goodbye your family gave me...

as if i am some ming xing or wad..

hope you enjoyed today honey..<3..

dun ever think of doing stupid things again ok!?...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

.....frustrated you are....

yea...hahaha.....

good good....

very good....

thats all.....i have to say to you...

well...pretty much screwed for SA1...or rather to say..this whole month...

lets start off with the damn exam...

first paper english...

i just did my letter writing anyhow i want...

i wrote my compo with the same lines over and over again...

and my compre...did it in a half-sleep mode...

summary...just scribled wadeva i feel its rite....

next paper..chinese...

again...

my letter-writing seems to be crappier than my others...

compo..with irrevelant points...i just slot it to make it longer..

paper 2...

just write and finish my paper in 1h 15 mins...

without checking...

next social studies..

did not even studied for the paper..

will be surprised if i even passed it..

after that..

both E maths papers...both paper were nonsense and prepared to et lesser than a B3

then it was POA..

tht i could do well..

but wtf...

i screwed almost the whole paper 2...

paper 1 will be tmr....

chemistry...

did not even know wad the qns were asking from the first qns till the last qns...

just do wadeva i think i know...

upcoming papers...A maths and Physics and poa paper 1..

just gonna fail it...

heck care alr....

today....you asked me why...

i am still with you....

for this month...5 times alr...

for the whole year...

10 times alr...

every thing is going wrong after 01/05/09

thats crap...

after wad we been through since 01/05/08...

and you are telling me why i am still together with you!?..

come on...

you seriously broke my heart...seriously..

cried myself to slp ytd night...

wake up in the morning...with a phone call with you crying...

i dunno...

wads going on...

2 weeks alr..

i dunno...

really....

lifes FUCKED up..

especially......now....

sch's been crap..

everything going wrong way...

i guess...

i should stop taking care of others and more of myself..

cos..thats wad i see in ppl...really....

everything is utterly fucked up....

you said you wanna make me happy...but whenever i picked up a phone call from you..

its either i hear you crying..sobbing...breathing deep breath...and saying nth...

whenevr i meet you...

tears willl start rolling down at 1 point...

or worse...

we dun talk at all...

thats wad we call happiness...*clap clap*....

Sunday, May 3, 2009

tmr's exam...
its english and maths...
from 8am till 4.15pm tmr...zzz....
and seriously..i have not prepared even a single subject....
getting rdy to fail...
hmmm lets see...
38 ppl in my class...
class position for me shld be.....
38/38?...
ahha...thats good...
i dunno...
no motivation to study at all...
especially after march holidays..zz...
my test results have shown that i am deproving...
well...
i guess...i wont have a good time after this exam..
seeing ppl mugging like crazy while i am slacking through out everyday?..
haha...my target for 54 points for o level shld be just ahead...
Woots...
hmmm
must get rdy to choose the ItE i wan..or rather...
drop out of sch?...
or retain?
well..not a bad idea..

no point giving me your luck or anything..
use it on yourself..
i dun nid luck..
i just nid you..thats all..
without you...
seriously...
nth can be done...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

spent 2 hrs mending new blog..
decided to love you forever..dun worry...
just that you nid to dress yourself up more...and be more clean..=p...
then you are perfect alr..but dun worry...
nobody is perfect...
hmmm...not bad eh?...if you wan to see...go to profile....lets see our...photos!!..ahaha....but...
dun have wedding photo..ahaha..jkjk...still a long way to go...xD...
time to do maths!!....if not..haix..tmr test..zzzz......

today...i just realised that...
only 3 ppl showed me care and concerned...
ZELIG GABRIEL AND DYLAN...and JEREMY HON on msn...
other than that...
no one else...
i got an injuried back..and it hurts like !@$!@$^@#!^
well...in sch...
just monday..the very first day of the week..
and the very first period of the day or the week..
i got bastard just trying to prevent ppl from monday blues...
every morning trying to play ard to make everyone get rdy for the day itself...all dao-ed me and bo-cahp..

and today..
i think its time for me to stop making a fool out of myself for ppl...
its time for me to be selfish alr..
except to those whom i think shld play with then play..if not...
no more...

THE OLD TERENCE IS GONE....serious...
THE NEW ONE IS HERE...
FOCUSING ON HIS FINAL GOAL OF THE YEAR..
O LEVELS.