thought it through and again...
tears on my eyes..
forcing myself not to be selfish..
i wont want to leave you...
but i guess this is the only solution..
i dun wan you to fall out with parents..
they are the kinest to you after all..
i am sure we know we truly love each other..
but then..
as we know..
its not worth it..
i rather leaving you than seeing you cry again..
a tear frm you can melt my heart..
and..
i would like to see you smile yet again..
我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你..